Wow!! Welcome to mommy and me with my sweet baby E, asleep in her bed while I’m here joining with all of you. As I lay here watching my sweet girl fall asleep to this lullaby playlist on pandora I realize that I’m really her mom. Yes I have two kids but this sweet little girl is all mine. When me and my fiancé first met he had told me he has a child and ever since meeting his little guy I knew I wanted to be a mom to not just to him but a baby of my own with my fiancé and grow our little family. As people that have joined families know, being a step parent isn’t always easy and I will tell you about my journey with that another day. I first met my fiancé’s son for the first time after dating my now fiancé for 3-4 months. I knew that day when he said he wanted to wait to let me meet him that he was my forever. Any man that respects and loves his child will make the new person in his life wait to meet his child out of respect, because you never know how long you’re gonna be with that person and for the sake of the child he didn’t deserve some girl he’s never seen before just come into his life just to leave in a few months. Some people don’t know but that puts a lot on a child when new people are brought into their lives then ripped right back out as soon as they were put in. We get to see our little man every other weekend, and have sweet baby E full time. I still remember to this day having to force myself to sleep in another room because if I didn’t make myself I knew I’d want to stay with her and never be able to leave her which would make my first day back to work a lot harder. My first day back to work was as hard as every mom that had postpartum told me it would be. I cried all week but never as bad as the first day. Every day after the first I tried my best to stay busy so that I wouldn’t think or worry about her, because I knew she was okay and I’m very good hands. We were very fortunate to have his mom be able to watch our little girl while we work and as each person that has met her they each fell in love with her with each smile she gave. Now sweet baby E is 3 months old and learning slowly how to figure out her hands and feet, loves to watch Number Blocks on Netflix and gets so excited for Micky Mouse Club House! There’s nothing in this world I’d trade for my sweet little family but especially not her sweet smile she gives. Till next time hope y’all enjoyed my little started blog on my life
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